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February Almost Wrecked Me (RPM 2015)

by Evan AuCoin

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1.
Waiting Room 03:41
This isn't real life This is just a waiting room It's funny how time flies I hope that I'm seen to soon Started out temporary But I've been here to long Now it's taken part of me Everything has gone wrong and now I know It's time to go I know I've reaped what I've sown I put myself here I signed myself in Now I'm desperate for a doctor Hungry for a win And I know It's time to go I know I'm a man without a home When I start my real life When I leave this waiting room I'll never wish for the time to fly I hope that I'm seen to soon
2.
I've never liked, the necessity of sleep I've never understood, the charm of counting Sheep And if there is a rhyme, or a reason for my brain The way that I'm hardwired, might just drive me insane oh but it's a hollow feeling to stare up at the ceiling All I want is sleep The charm of counting Sheep I never had a choice, It's just the way I'm made I'm awake at night, no different from the day The thoughts I have, only seldom makes sense But I can't shut them off, my mind is always tense It's like someone kinked a fire hose, And then let the water free flow All I want is sleep The Charm of Counting Sheep I've never liked The Necessity of Sleep
3.
Day in and day out you'll watch us toil away And only ever do the work you want to And while the rest of us, sit here in pain You bark orders from the sidelines Do you even care about Anything around you A modicum of power you have Im paved under the miles you take Chorus Kill ourselves to satisfy It doesn't even pacify The rat, who thinks he's king You pretend to be a friend Somebody who cares But any moment of inconvenience The sour look comes on your face Show your true colours Social chameleon Friendly when you want to be Never when it's needed Chorus I must move on, before I'm chewed apart I can't stay long, I need a fresh start Someday somehow you'll be put in your place Until then you'll keep thinking you reign But you're subjects are all in your head You truly are alone Chorus Kill ourselves to satisfy It doesn't even pacify The arrogance the never dies The rat who thinks he's king
4.
Ghosts 03:10
This place is haunted, by the ghosts of those that used to lie here All I ever wanted,was a way to keep my conscience clear These angels, are my demons Theses angels keep me from dreaming I run a gauntlet, each night when I try to sleep Its not what I wanted but these memories haunt me These angels are my demons These angels keep my from dreaming These ghosts surround me Scare me to Death The fear has bound me Left me stuck in this bed And now I wonder, how did I find you dear You've torn asunder, the ghosts that haunted here These angels were my demons These angels kept me from dreaming Chorus This place was haunted
5.
True Story 03:56
I woke up on the armchair Of your living room Didn't know where my pants were My head felt like a tomb Guitar was in my lap People strewn about the floor Didn't even notice When you walked through the door In your hand a glass of water On your face there was a frown The air was getting colder I knew I'd been a clown Your look set me to wondering The wrongs that I had done Did I relive highschool glories Aging backwards as I got drunk Did I tell your boyfriend I've always thought he was a tool Did I try the wrong something Did I play the fool Then you told me I had said things That I could not take back I said that I was sorry My filter had lost track It was then that I regretted Everything that I had said I'd affronted your honour Clearly I had lost my head This is a true story Doesn't paint the best picture This is a true story All the facts as they were This is a true story Names were changed out of respect This is a true story I was a human shipwreck This is a true story This is a true story
6.
Marathons 03:05
Chorus I've run one too many marathons lately I've felt my sanity slipping away daily I know you see me as stately But the truth remains I'm just a state baby Slipping away, coming apart at the seams Losing my dreams Trying to find the meaning But all this feels so demeaning Not quite how I'd planned things Living life by the purse strings I've been cut down by arrows and slings Well you know how the truth stings Chorus Running round so aimless Sick and tired of feeling nameless It's time for me to find my place You know I'm going to win this race Chorus Chorus (key change)
7.
There's an Empty Chair, at the far end of the table You used to sit there A cleared out room, we used to be able To look across the hall and see you there And I don't know, where all of this came from I just wish it hadn't happened And I wish, that all of this was done And we could go back to the starT But lo, and behold You say you gotta go So I'm told You keep saying no No, I can't talk to you No, I'm a nice guy it's true I don't want to cause a scene So I guess I'll just leave And there's a feeling, it's uneasy Lingering in the air The sound of footsteps, the noises teasing Some grand exit to come But lo and behold You say you've got to go So I'm told You keep saying no No, I can't talk to you No, I'm a nice guy it's true I don't want to cause a scene So I guess I'll just leave I'm sorry if this sounds cruel But this is a brutal truth Running away Is no way to deal with life There's a broken chair, at the end of the driveway Waiting for the garbage man And that empty room, is a dark as a highway It speaks volumes for you
8.
Take off your armour Lay down your sword There's no need for weapons We're not at war You speak of forgiveness As if it is a crime But I'm not here for fighting Just a moment of your time You don't seem To understand This is not a dream Spill no blood upon this sand We've been trading blows back and forth for far too long But don't you think it's time To make right all these wrongs You don't seem To comprehend This is not a dream It's time to make amends Lay down your weapons It's not time to fight Let's work through this End this tonight You don't seem
9.
Curahee 04:21
3 miles up and 3 miles back all you have to do is run 3 miles up and three miles back but don't think you're ever done I've never felt secure Always longed for something more Thought that life had more in store now I've found something more You're my mountain to climb With you I feel sublime Take on the world just you and me We can conquer Curahee I've always found it hard Never been much for sharing I reveal myself in shards But it's not for lack of caring You're my mountain to climb With you I feel sublime Take on the world just you and me We can conquer Curahee With you I am better A different kind of man There's no storm we can't weather United we stand You're my mountain to climb With you I feel sublime Take on the world just you and me We can conquer Curahee
10.
I stare at this cathartic cup of coffee Think of all the cups I've had before Each one brings something different Every cup has something new in store As I drink my mind it wanders Back to life as it once had been In this year I've made many changes Ohh this king has found his queen And it's o n e you're the only one for me Do you agree, you're the only one I want to see You're the one for me Life was very different fore I found you Before we both realized I'm so glad we finally decided Said that we would give this a try And it's o n e you're the only one for me Do you agree, you're the only one I want to see You're the one for me Break Chorus

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A collection of home demos mainly written and entirely recorded in the month of February. February has been a particularly difficult month for me this year and these songs reflect many of the trials and tribulations of this time.

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released February 28, 2015

All songs written, arranged, recorded, and performed by Evan AuCoin

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Evan AuCoin St. John'S, Newfoundland and Labrador

Singer/songwriter based in St. John's NL Canada. Lead singer & rhythm guitarist for The Beautiful Wrecks, co lead singer and multi instrumentalist for Port of Call. I sing and play the guitar, mandolin, Irish bouzouki, and harmonica. Heavily influenced by Bob Dylan, Tom Waits, Neil Young, Warren Zevon, Blue Rodeo, The Devemberists, & Wilco and many more ... more

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